Sunday, December 04, 2005

i can't wait for this year to end...2005 has become a year of deaths...people who are close to me, relatives, friends, even babies..haayy. enough already.
avid readers of this blog *there are a few of them lang hehe* , often tells me that i have a morbid online journal.. well its true actually. if i'm not posting an entry about a death of a loved one, about heartaches naman..or my failures..or about a sad movie..

don't get me wrong, i am a happy person. swear! asa personality ko lang talaga na ipress release sa buong blog world lahat ng nangyayari sa buhay ko. happy man or sad.

love me anyway...


i just finished reading "SIN" by f.sionil jose.. brilliant. just brilliant. i found myself feeling uncomfortable as i read carling cobello's sexcapades..with his sister..everyday, everynight, fornicating like bunnies. and don't get me started pa with his sexcapades with girls all over the world..or kahit sa whore house ng dad nya..or sa mga pretty nieces nya..talo pa si xerex magkwento. it didn't help pa na my mom goes in and out of the room while i was reading..parang nararamdaman nyang apektado ako sa binabasa ko haha..
basta..read it na lang. hindi lang naman puro sexcapades ni carling yung nandun. i liked delfin's character too..carling's son. i easily fell inlove with him..wish i could find someone like delfin. handsome, intelligent, responsible..though of course i didn't like the part when he got angela pregnant (his half sister for christ's sake!) and got caught in bed with corito (carling's sister and angela's mum!!!)..whew! taboo at its best..



Fix You - Coldplay
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

margret at Sunday, December 04, 2005

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