Thursday, October 14, 2004

haynako...para sa kanila to...sira tuloy araw ko


....but then again, why do i even bother? it's their lives, not mine. they are old enough to know better. so why do i fret?

i guess there's this part of me that just doesn't want to admit that the world i live in really sucks. i want to be to 10 years old again, when the uncertainties and woes of adulthood were eons away. when everything was simple and uncomplicated---- and beautiful. not here in this age when i learn that nothing i was taught really matters anymore. like fidelity...like GENDER..like love. not here, now when everything crumbles like just when you thought the CRUISING IS SMOOTH...
i ponder and ponder until my head starts pounding.

reality is too much for me. i accept that now. maybe it's cowardly to shut out things that doesn't sit well with me but if it's only the way for me to get going, then i will.

it's going to take me a long time to acept that i can't spend the rest of my life worrying about people's souls. haha. that's a laugh. what am i talking about? i'm not even a devout practioner of my faith. i don't even know for sure if there's a heaven.
maybe i'm a hypocrite...yowch


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happy birthday to one of the nicest people ever...DADDY ABET. thank you for inspiring us all. DMC loves you. bangus!!!!!!!!

margret at Thursday, October 14, 2004

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