Friday, September 24, 2004

second chance...pls?


A life changing experience happened to me just recently. This experience turned my world completely. They say things like this happen for a reason. Hmmm… but never in my dreams did I see this coming. I can’t fully understand why it had to be my family. I’ve always thought that ours was one of the most ideal families in the whole world. Haha love your own. I hate not seeing my dad…or my siblings. I’m not complaining being stuck with my mum. I love her. And this recent experience brought us closer together. But I want what we had before.
Sometimes, God tells us to do one thing but because we are stubborn, we do the opposite. It is only when we get kicked in the butt and find our selves down in the mud that we wake up and discover opportunities that have been lying there all along. Nobody can fully discover how lucky we really are until the hard facts of life bulldoze their way into our existence…agree?
This too shall pass…sounds like a cliché but I’m holding on to it like a life buoy. To me trials are not reasons to give up but challenge to overcome and thereby improve ourselves. I’m sure we’ll survive this “tragedy”. I just don’t know when this will end.

Forrest Gump said, “life’s like a box of chocolates—you never know what you’re gonna get.” My life has been one big box of chocolates, with lots of surprises and a few miracles…and I’m still waiting for HIM to give us a second chance to suck the life down to its marrow.

Yowch.




margret at Friday, September 24, 2004

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