i've decided that i need a break. my head and my heart needed silence. i gave myself time to heal, not only from the pain of loss but from the pain of not knowing why i was alive. so i took a break, still feeling the pain. sometimes numbness took over. i live like there was no tomorrow, unthinking, unfeeling. i rested. i slept. i drowned my tears and fears in aural downers.
i went down from my dreamy castle and began to understand that life often worked in ways that were so unlike our childhood fantasies...
forgiveness is happening in our midst, around me,inside me. i found out that it was never too late to forgive anyone/anything. nothing is big enough not to be forgiven (hirap nun ah! in fairness...). i knew its my responsibility to myself not to hold back despite the harshness of life at times.
babae po ako
camera whore
alcoholista
videoke addict
into archiTorture
insomniac
watches movie alone
crybaby
i support rockED
harry potter follower
j.k rowling's ka-birthday
frustrated bass player
melancholic by nature
restless
openly affectionate
hopeful
listens to AEGIS when nobody's lookin
longganisa pusher
ask me to stop laughing and i turn to dust
beware of my corny jokes and lovelife woes
pirated cd's staunce supporter
